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11/6/2009 My life so far.......Can't believe I'm coming up to my 40th birthday.......Aaarrrrrgggghhhhhh ..Seriously though I just thought I would write something about my life so far- Over the years lifes thrown what it can at me yet I manage to get up again & dust myself down & start all over again( thats a song I thinkz).Anyway has I was saying over the last 40 years I've realised I was gay, lost both parents suddenly,lost a few mates to aids, been in prison, taken & past my driving test ( 3rd attempt ), had lots of shags..lol, way too many to mention on here( just read all my blogs ) .......Found God, lost him & once again I found him & have to say life at the moment, 6 days before my 40th is good, I have a cool job working in the gay community,help out with a local homeless charity( www.walkingfree.org) been to Uni & got a foundation degree( plus various other qualifications at various times- a personal licence etc etc...),a awesome, understanding boyfriend( Pete who I love like crazy), a beautiful daughter, lots of wicked mates who stand by me when times are tough( Gary,Gerry, Rich & the rest of you guyz thanx). So I guess my life is good & I can't really complain.
Now some people will have a go at me about how I lead my life, stuff like how can I be gay, its against Gods law or how can I be gay & be a dad? To these people I say look at all my good points cos they out number all the bad I have done over the years. Ok I may not be perfect but I try & I think my life has so far been okay.... So what about the future? well I don't know .. I hope I'm with a guy who loves me for who I am & that includes all my faults - Just someone who accepts all aspects of my life ( warts & all),also that I can make enough money to be happy in old age( ok thats a wild dream I know but hey!!!)...Be a good dad to Zoe & be there when she needs me, protect her & make sure no one hurts her( they daren't or they deal with me...lol)...
So thats it my life condensed into a few words...... Oh one final word....."HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME" lol TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://paulgraystock.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!9CE921D05B7DC55B!3214.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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